3/17/2005

Today is awesome! (St. Patrick's day & Colleen's birthday)
I quit my fraternity, and yeah.......I feel great.

IV 's coffee house is great.
The music is wonderful, and the hearts for Christ make it even more precious.
I love it.
I love the people there, and the friendship in Christ is nothing can comepare.
I love it, love it, absolutely love it!

Maybe it's God's will that I should quit my frat.
I liked my pledge brothers, and I didn't want to bring them down.
Plus Diana quits.....there seems no point for me to go on with the whole pledging process.
The Discovery Night happens to be the day of my performance.
The weather has mess it up -- maybe it is God's will.
I don't think I could handle the whole pleding process either, because I just have too much to do.
Quitting is a relief.
Although I want to do as much as I could in college and enjoy it the fullest,
I certainly didn't enjoy DSP at all.
It's too much work, too time-consuming and too stressful.
And,there is always time later on if I decide to join DSP again.
Yeah, I think I made the right choice. ^^

Sometimes I feel I should just stop and listen.
Stop thinking what I have to do in each day, stop stressing myself out
Just listen to God and calm my heart.
I have been tired, because I ignored Him.
He is my strength, my joy, my everything.
Without him, I am nothing.
I love you Lord, and you love me even more.