5/3/2006

I think I'm going to give it up.
Many things have gone wrong,
and the deadline is approaching soon.
I don't even know if I could get everything together before the due date.
What God want me to learn from this?
Maybe He doesn't want me to get the loan?
I don't know.
I was just very upset.
I have tried everything I could,
but it was not working out.
The financial aid people wasn't helping much.
I'm so proud of myself saying thank you politely to him.

God's giving is abundance.
Maybe He wants to bless me more,
if I wait patiently and faithfully.