2/11/2010

It's been almost another 2 months since I left some on this journal.

So what happened in the past 2 months? Well, nothing too much I guess. Just a relationship that is changing, and changing rapidly. Changing for better or for worse? I don't know, I don't know how this will lead to/end. But a massive temptation comes with this changing relationship. This is something I despise. This reminds me of the past, and God knows how long it took for me to be healed. Run away seems like the best choice at times.

I can't stop cursing all day yesterday whenever I thought about the night before. God, you know how much I need you. This battle in me is just so great, and I don't think I can win. I know this creates confusion/feelings get hurt. Dang, but I just can't control myself, can I? Is it repeating again?

________________________________________________________________

So now I'm back in Taiwan. How am I going to spend this chinese new year? it's been 9 years since I spend CNY with my parents. Hopefully it will be fun, still can get some money XD

Seems like I will have a busy holiday again. As usual.